starting all over again..

well i should have sleeping rite now coz i have to wake up at 4 later to prepare to go to seoul..gonna be oversea for a week..haiz..actually i don't feel wanna go but i have no choice.hope it's gonna be a nice trip..!my first time to go San Fransisco too..ya hopefully!!then i just came back from celebrating my cousin's bday which is 1 day ahead than me.it was fun everybody was so happy thr..plus i got a super huge bday card from my niece n nephew..they made it themselves, really so cute of them..what an effort..!!at least it can cheer me up a lil bit today. hmh..still hurt coz of something on my bday ystrdy..but i really have to start all over again coz this person (the one who affect me a lot..) also gonna start a new life soon so i think i should too..just that i dunno why after everything that has been done to me i don't hate this person at all..i still wanna congrats for starting a new life soon.just that i'm still fragile now so i'm not ready to accept this person again in my life.i should learn to protect my own feeling now.enough all the pain that i bear myself.now it's time to fix the broken heart..jia you..!i need to move on n so is this person..