u've been wondering in my mind lately..!!

just finished studying n do homework for preparation of my training tmr..lots of things to remember arrgghh..!!

just finished talking with my best fren on the phone coz of feeling confuse lately..think my phone bill going to be a lot this month..

trying to sleep early coz gotta wake up early tmr..must adjust myself to office working hours for this week.

lastly, i hope i can be more truthful to myself not keep hiding from probs n in the end it appears in my dream..i can advise frenz not to think so much just do what we feel right but when it comes to me, it's hard.haiz.. i can say that i'm too conservative..too care of what ppl think bout me so torturing myself slowly til i blow up one day maybe..

just hope tmr will be a better day for me..dun think too much.all my concentration must go to my training.ganbatte..!

the song that represents how i feel..

歌曲名称：默默
Song Title:Mo Mo(Silently)
歌手名称：飞轮海
Singer Name:Fahrenheit (Fei Lun Hai)
专集名称：越来越爱
Album:Love You More And More

这是一个没有答案的问题
this is a question without an answer
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
i feel that i changed, who made me change
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
from the beginning, this is a question without an answer
却被你解开了 简单的解开了
yet you solved it, in a very simple way

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
you came over.. bringing over a different kind of conversation from others
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好
you didn't even let me know, how good you've been treating me

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来
slowly, this piece of love, silently settle down and lived there
深深的 在心里 没人看的出来
deeply, inside my heart and noone else can see it
安静的 但却一直都在
quietly, it was always there
是你默默的爱
is your love of silence

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
slowly, this piece of love, turned into something i rely on
浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待
shallowly, within the smile, made me full of hope..
不用说 我就能够明白
no need to say anything, i will be able to understand
你默默的爱
your love of silence

这是一个没有答案的问题
this is a question without an answer
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
i feel that i changed, who made me change
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
from the beginning, this is a question without an answer
却被你解开了 简单的解开了
yet you solved it, in a very simple way

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
you came over.. bringing over a different kind of conversation from other
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好
you didn't even let me know, how good you've been treating me


未来的每一天 不管发生什么
everyday in the future, no matter what happens
能不能交给我呢
can you give it all to me..?
我要永远陪着你 守护着你直到最后
i want to be by your side forever, guard you until the end..

woke up late again..

aaargghh i failed to wake up early again today..hmh..want my body to get used to office time 'sleep early, wake up early'..since flying it's very hard to wake up early anymore..i've got 4 days of training to go for so i don't want to be sleepy in the afternoon like i always be.hahah. training always make me sleepy throughout the day..

tonight must sleep early..!!

Home Sweet Home

yo yo just added a song to my blog..
hope u guys like it..

spending my Sunday @home today.it's been a long time since i've been doing all the long flights for this month..miss staying at home for the whole day like today. cleaning my house, watch DVD n cook..!the weather today is also good (for me coz i love rainy day..!)

just got back from another europe country yesterday.i can say Rome is amazing, romantic city..but..i just can't bear with the weather thr.summer n it's terribly hot. think i've burned lots of fats thr by walking ard rome n also vatican city..walk til i can't feel the tiredness of it. i wouldn't mind walk all the way with someone special.. XD

n finally after keep stopping my temptation from shopping since in Milan, i ended shop in Rome..i got myself a Prada wallet..!yeah i take it as a reward for my hardwork for this flight then.hee.will eat grass for next month coz of it..LOL.

then my training will start in Tue.soo nervous if i think bout it. i really have to prepare myself better for it. It really not easy like working in economy class. business class has got more things to do n of course more product knowledge that die die muz know..hmh..got to study again. if ppl think being a flight attendant is easy then they're totally wrong. we're waitress, paramedic, babysitter and sometimes a listener for our passenger..n i start to love what i'm doing now.

i'm back to write again..

well well it's been almost a month that i nv updated my blog..not in the mood of writing..:)

i'm so free today so decided to dress my blog..still searching how to add a song in it..anyway back from rome yesterday and gosh..i'm tanned or i should say i'm darker after my trip to milan, venice n rome...need some time to be fair again...!!hate it..!

tan skin tone definitely not suit me at all i guess..will update again then.busy dressing my blog.hee.