Monday, November 8, 2010

it's 4.36 am here in Paris..

yah wake up freaking early n still trying to sleep back but feel like blogging a while after my absence for 2 months maybe.. :D well here i am in Paris for the third time. The weather here start to be cold, it's about 6-11 degrees i think..i don't mind with the coldness but raining?hmm makes Paris so gloomy.. :) well this time i'm thinking of spending my clear day by going galeries la fayette then a to a place called sacre coeur..one of my coll told me it's a beautiful place but i have no idea how it's look like..i always like to walk ard in paris so trying to figure out new places that i nv been to each time in here..

btw i really enjoy my evening walk in paris last night..!!here are some of the pics.. :)


i bought this lovely green umbrella from ZARA..cost me 9.95 EUR n i'm lovin it..!! ^^

n the 2 gorgeous lady that accompany me.. :)





i'm always amazed everytime i walk pass this big building.. Arc de Triomphe

well i should be trying to sleep now n will b waking up at 7 for bfast...zzzz
XOXO

Friday, August 27, 2010

stranger with the past

missing how we meet..
missing ur listening ear..
missing that u're always b thr..
missing our moment..
missing ur good nite..

it's gone when i realize it..
am i such a selfish if i want u..
to be always this way..

we're just strangers with the past now.
sad truth..

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Yesterday was so sick..!! yeah sick of shopping.. XD

heya when most of my family n friends are getting ready to sleep, here i am just woke up in States..guess GMT-6 really made lots of difference ya.. :)

i really slept well last night after having a wonderful day doing my guilty pleasure which is SHOPPING..!!yeah shop in the Houston premium outlets is really a shopping madness..!! plus additional disc n tax free in certain store. i can say we're lucky coz this weekend is a tax free day..so we get everything in half price than usual i can say..OMG..!!

so this is the houston premium outlets..kinda big i can say..


we spend about 4 hrs in the outlets burning cash n swiping credit card for good stuff with low price..plus this is my first time to factory outlet in States so i won't miss this chance of getting good deal. i didn't really enter all the shops even so many interesting shops thr..one more thing is i'm kinda dissapointed that i couldn't find anything in Nine West n Michael Kors..but overall i can get good deal here so i'm happy with it..!! ^^

everyone's back to hotel with the big paper bags like this..!!



After 4 hrs wondering around, i got myself 2 Coach handbags n 1 clutch bag n a wristlets from Kate Spade. plus i bought some wristlets for my sis n my niece as well. My sis's been wanting the wristlet so why not if it's cheap.. next i went to DKNY to get a watch..!!yay i always like watches from DKNY, dunno i find it suits me.i got a shocking pink boyfriend shirt from thr as well and a t-shirt for my bro n nephew.. :) lastly is BCBGMAXZARIA.i got myself i top n a catchy green shorts which is just US$29 ??cheap..!!n the one in white package is a present for my niece bday..guess what it is..??for sure it's a signature item from Coach..i found it looks so classy n hope she'll like it.. :)

Then talking about the damage is making me realize money is hard to earn but easy to spend..i gotta work hard for the damage that i've made.hahah. gotta fly back to Moscow in few hours..dammit can't wait to go back singapore n enjoy my 3 off days n having nasi lemak..!!i'm craving for it now..arrghh 3 more days to go..!!

Monday, August 16, 2010

leaving on at jetplane..

yup i'm leaving for 8 days to moscow then houston...my first time thr so kinda excited..!! ^^ i love US..shopping time..woohoo..!!

slowly waiting for time to pass to 23.45..yup my transport is coming at that time..i got lots of time coz i always like to get myself ready about 2 hrs before my reporting time then while waiting why not i just blog..hehe.

well thinking about not ard for 8 days is kinda sad..i mean beside i feel excited i feel kinda sad to be far from my loved ones.ya u guys might think that as if i can see them in sg..?the answer is NO but then in sg at least i feel close to them. only 1 hour time difference, not like Moscow or even Houston..n this is what i called Pre-flight syndrome..hahaha this one is only happen to me y... :)

lastly, still have this mixed feeling since few days ago..trying to get rid of it also..i hope this trip is a total distraction for my emo...........i hope so..!! hope everything will be back to square one soon..kinda missing someone here..

me with my official make up..LOL

Friday, August 13, 2010

dunno why..

dunno why i feel lonely when i woke up this morning..
dunno why i keep missing the past..
dunno why i keep looking back..
dunno why i still seem can't let go
dunno why i have this kind of mixed feeling

someone please wake me up..
cheer me up..
i don't wanna keep falling with the same memory again n again..

Saturday, August 7, 2010

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home...

gosh this old song is in my mind right now...!! this song just give those mixed feeling..here is the video n lyrics..



Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

b4 bed time...

trying to sleep early but FAILED...!!! my job has turned me become a night person n wake up late the next day...i'm trying to quit this bad habit anyway..

been feeling mentally tired.maybe coz i'm partying with others after flight till morning..n last night another drinking session again..fiuh..i need to detox now. give me a week as usual.. :)

next is my face is so reddish today coz of facial. cancel my haircut bcoz of that.lol.i have no confidence in going out with my post facial face..hope it'll get better tmr as i need to look good in front of my passenger or else gotta put on a thick layered of make up then..hate it..!!

last but not least, been feeling a lil bit guilty today. talking some stuff with my mom n she reminded me to take a good care of myself..(she know i've been drinking with friends past few days..) ya i just told her.hihi. she's like friend to me. ya i just hope i won't dissapoint her although i have i think..hmm doesn't matter then. i just wanna be a good one in my family.giving the best that i can n i hope i can always think this way... GOOD NITE..!! -_-

Sunday, July 25, 2010

GOOoooooOOOd Morning Holland.... :)

------- Sunday, July 25th 2010 06.49 am --------

Wake up so early here, in Amsterdam..i dunno why everytime in Europe station i'll wake up early..how i wish i can too in sg.. :)

Well i'm glad that i still have clear day in Amsterdam today. u guys dunno that i love this city so much..!my third time in here n i still wish to stay here one day..this city has got all i like..trees n river in almost every corner, nice buildings that makes u feel so cozy walking ard plus seeing the ppl still biking so the traffic isn't that heavy here..it sounds like a town, doesn't it?but NO there's night life here also..bars everywhere n shopping too...!! so personally i feel Amsterdam is like a city but yet a town. Always feel good walking ard this city even u're alone. is it i'm too easy to please person but seriusly i really do feel good walking around myself in here.. XD

Well gotta go down the hotel restaurant for the 50% buffet restaurant in the hotel with my colleagues. Loving american bfast now.. :) will update soon.. Enjoy Sunday everyone esp U.. XOXO

WE stay in this Marriot hotel, the hotel is just renovated n it's sooo nice n cozy..!! will post more pic if i got chance to snap.. ^^

Thursday, July 22, 2010

982 night...!!

Yo what's up...? :) had a blast night with my batchies last night..!ya my batch boy n batch girl. We use 'batch' for a group of crew during training. So last night we decided to gather although not all can make it but this is the first time after long time we never meet..yeah flying makes us hard to meet each other..

WE really had fun last night including myself..playing game, poisoning each other with the wine and beer then dancing all night long.. :) it was all great but one thing that spoil my whole night is the LONG ISLAND TEA...!!gosh they made everyone drink to this yucky drink including me...!!bcoz of this i vomitted the whole night n end up sleeping in my living room..gosh my dress is included too. XD anyway this is some of our pic of me n my batchies..miss them much...!!




gathering @Zouk wine bar... :)

from left : Tanny, Dephne, Me, Chai, Serene, Yun, Rachel, Gordon..

this is me n one of my housemate YUN, she's like mother to me coz she cooks well :)



me n baby dephne..she's the youngest in our batch


me n serene..

cheers everyone..!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

talk to me babe...

How can i love you, how can i love you, how can i love you..
If u just don't talk to me babe..

Yeah this is the favorite parts of the ping pong song lyrics that was recommendeded by a friend about one year ago..?i was very down at that time n i dunno why he reccommend me this song.. maybe i was like loving someone that in a rush to throw me away situation at that time..? LOL. well still liking this song esp the part that i mentioned above. that's y i always request the band to sing this song when i chill out in bar. unfortunately they never sing this song for me.. :( so i just listen to enrique sing it live then..hehe. still hoping to hear a band playing this song one day. anyway here's the link of this song also. enjoy..!! the beginning is awesome, don't u think so?

Monday, July 19, 2010

Doesn't Matter..

We have nothing, but..
why is it u the one that comes on my mind
when i start to awake in the morning?
and before i end the night?

But it doesn't matter
Coz everyday is still a day that i have to go through..
happily or sadly,
with or without thinking of u..

Doesn't matter..
Just take it like a breakfast in the morning
and supper at night..

Gotta close this eyes and end tonight.. -_-

The Perfect Dream


Is there any way to ask the stars
And when i begin to feel the language of silence..?
Awaken me, the one who walks in the emptiness
silenced, stunned, stammed, everything in doubt

Me and everyone who's being hurt because of us..

I'm gonna dissapear in the dark of the night
Flying freely..
Let me ask the stars
about the meaning of us in the perfect dream

(translated from PeterPan song "Mimpi yang Sempurna")

Sunday, July 18, 2010

happy cleaning...!!! :)


fiuhhhh i just did house cleaning today.done in 1.5 hrs.my flat isn't so big thou..

always feels good everytime i clean my house even though can feel my hands become so rough.yeah sweeping, mopping, brushing..

for post cleaning i love to turn on the air con n light up the aromatherapy. n tadaa the whole house smells good..!! :)

well will go to town to watch inception with friend. hope the movie is as good as the trailer..

:)

It wasn't a short meeting but it wasn't that long as well. If only situations were different from what it is now, I actually might fall in love with you again..

a pics of mine..

did some editing for few old pics of me..one of my distraction... :) comments are welcome..anyway feeling weak today. guess i need a break for a while. catch up soon.


Friday, July 16, 2010

GOOoooooOOOd Morning...!!


Hey morning everyone here comes another weekend..!!time goes faster that i imagine...anyway going for my recurrent SEP today..it's ditching time so let's get wet...!!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

underneath your clothes...

one of shakira's timeless song n also my all time favourite :



i love this song soo much...it hooked on me since first time i heard it long long time ago..n now i got it back in my mp3 list. :)

Do u know that this song is actually very emotional song?? This song is about the person that you love. How you trust them with things other people don't know and how that person will always be there even after everybody else leaves. It is about deeply in love instead of lust like its title...well that's the conclusion after i do some research about it.. :) simple song but yet strong meaning..enjoy the emotion within it..!!

SHAKIRA rockzz..!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

funny...!!!

hey sudd found this funny clip that we made from my best friend wedding party last Jan..enjoy..n OMG i look horrible...!! XD XD but still decide to share this..let's laugh together...!! XD



Like it? wait thr's still behind the scene video which is worse than this..!!will upload when i got time. think my friends gonna kill me for leaking this out.. :p

And i just gonna stop this...


I'd never know what's on your mind,
and i just gonna give up to figure it out..
Wanna be kind to myself now
Not gonna bother anymore..
If u're the one,
Let time brings u next to me
Even i doubt that day will come
Gonna wait at the borderline
Till that comes, i'm just gonna love myself more n more
Depends on noone...
Then i'll know
I'm gonna be stronger
And gonna be okay.. :)

XOXO

Jangan memilih Aku..

Never ever choose me if u can't be faithful
You just don't understand me
The one who ever being hurt..

Saturday, January 16, 2010

a new day has come..

a new day has come for one of my best friend..YES her marriage is today 16th Jan 2010.that's why i'm specially spend my 2 days off from my london flight to fly back hometown to attend her wedding dinner..n i'm just back from helping her to decorate her room n ktv to 'scream' for some song with her...happy for her but also wondering when is my turn.haha..!!

trying to sleep now coz i'm going to attend my other friend marriage early morning..well why seems everybody gets married early in here my hometown..??hmh..lucky i'm not staying here anymore if not then i'll be so desperate now.still single while most of my friends are married n some even have their kids.. :) well i just hope my wait is for good..

ok gotta go wash my face n sleep now..!!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

suddenly remember you..

well it's been long time i nv updated my blog n this is my first update in 2010..haha. pretty busy lately n things seems going on well i can say..my job is the one who keeps me occupied most of the time..so i'm in london now n going out to get something for my lunch soon but since yesterday i suddenly think bout him? wondering since when i start to notice about him?hmh...trying to let it flow coz i'm really afraid to fall into the same mistake again..must be careful in love this time.hahha.if only love can choose it won't be so complicated rite..

gonna go to get my lunch now..pretty cold in out there but i prefer to go out rather than having in room dining that is costly. will update again when i'm sure about how i feel.. :)