unfriendly stomach..

gosh..my stomach is very unfriendly today..i have gone in n out toilet for almost 5 times T_T..it's my fault too to drink herbal laxative tea this morning which supposed to drink at nite..thinking of losing weight by drinking it.dunno it's good or not but i think i shouldn't drink it daily..maybe should think of other way to lose weight..well, i'm very motivated to lose weight after watching my own perfomance when i was a dancer.i was so slim at that time..not like now..hahah.then talking bout tmr..what's my plan then?my fren, niece're so excited wanna celebrate my bday with me but why i don't feel like them?i dunno maybe coz i'm waiting for something..my wish to be come true on my bday.. :)